I haven't published in a while. Life has kind of . . . overwhelmed me. Part of the reason I haven't written much is because half of things I can't talk about. By that I mean that anything I say regarding the topic of why we left Oklahoma and why that situation continues to be a struggle - are ongoing. Nothing has been resolved and it leaves me with a sick feeling in my stomach not to be able to explain what is going on. I feel like my story could help someone else. Especially since I have researched it to death and have things to share.
Those who know me are laughing right now because . . . I LIKE to share. I am afraid that if I divulge what is going on while I am in the midst of it, my emotions can be used against me and I have worked very hard to be objective in the matter. Fear not, though because I have been writing things down in my notebook and I will start going over them retroactively as soon as what has been the major source of my anxiety for the last 5 years passes.
That said, I want to apologize to those of you who feel left in the dark in the meantime.
A tiny nugget for thought. I have been accepted to and will start class on Jan 9 in a Native American Studies program at Montana State University. I panicked some of my friend when I announced this a few weeks ago. I want everyone to know that I am not moving to Montana. I am taking the course online. A person from Utah taking a proprietary course from a Montana University - I am sure they will be bragging about it at some point. I don't mind.
